Choose Me.... Or choose a piece of shit. Well i guess that is over..

Well this one is going to be emotional for me.  You know what i will write this later.  I have to figure out how to write this.  The book will get the full story if i ever do the book but for now i think i might just leave this short.

I gave the ex a choice me or a piece of shit that doesn't trust her.  He didn't trust her at her word to do something riskey, he wanted proof but she thinks he will trust her with his heart.  STUPID GIRL. Guess what she chose him.  I did everything i could do and it still wasn't enough.  I am either too good for her and she knows it or she is just fucking stupid.

The bad part is I knew i was going to make her choose so i told Shanon to kick rocks.  I knew i could not ask her to choose and me not do the same.  DUMBASS Jr.

The ex mind FUCKS me. Then gets me to watch her dog WHILE she spends the NIGHT at the PIECE OF SHIT HOUSE.

Take my advice, if you like your heart and don't want it ripped out and stomped on.  Don't answer the door to a crying ex.

So the ex shows up at my house crying because her piece of shit boyfriend has asked her to do something she is not sure she wants to do.  He wants her to have a gangbang and video it so he has proof.  What kind of fucking piece of shit would do that.  So she is crying to me about it.  I tell her she doesn't have to do it.  We talk i comfort her cause that is the guy i am.  I may sound like a total ass in most of this but deep down i am in love with this girl.  So we hang out for a couple of days and go to the movie and shit.  The kinda shit we use to do.  Then one day she ask me to watch the dog so she can go talk to him and tell him it is over.  Well she was suppose to come to my house later and hang out.  Guess what guys she never came home that night.  Spent the night with that piece of shit.  FUCKING STUPID girl.  Well i just don't know how stupid she can be, but i guess we all have that person we are stupid for.  I am stupid for her.  I know she is going to hurt me and i keep going back for more.  I asked her if it was me i would never ask you to have a gangbang and you wouldn't even consider doing that kind of shit if we were together.  But with him you guys are so in love that it is alright.